Obituary

Obituary

This is not self-pity.
Nor, self-hatred.
This is self-grief.

I grieve the end
of my unrequited love.

Which was the sum total
of my Self.

With you goes,
not just my love,
but the entirety
of my being, my existence.
I grieve for myself.
For my own passing.

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